Well... I have now been home since Friday. Today reality hit. Here is the newsflash: anyone that said or thought this was easy- including myself- is incorrect... the words for today are rough and reality. I have struggled all day to get in liquids... stay warm... find motivation... even get up... have any sort of positive attitude... I have made myself a raging hypochondriac- which I am not.
I have had buyer's remorse today- I was warned this would happen. I took pain pills early this morning and did not need them the rest of the day. Tomorrow I will go take a walk... I will start protein drinks- wish me luck here! I will get in 64 ounces of fluid... I will have a more positive attitude... I will not be a poop because I made this decision...
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